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Memory book "Good morning. Who are you? " " Hi Ditya, My name is Dendy. Here, you try to open the diary on page 4. &quo...

Memory book

"Good morning. Who are you? "

" Hi Ditya, My name is Dendy. Here, you try to open the diary on page 4. "

His name Ditya. Hopefully she is my fiance and my future wife. Every day I meet him, but every day also he forgot me. He suffers from Anterograde Amnesia. Simply, it is a forgotten disease. But if the doctor says, it is a form of amnesia where new events or events that exist in the short-term memory is not transferred to the permanent long-term memory. The brain is only able to remember a certain period, after a certain period of time it runs out, then the brain will go back to the original memory. And this morning is the 39th morning he asked me my identity .

" Name : Dendy Sebastian | TTL : Jakarta , October 7, 1981 | Address : Perum Cilandak , RT.05 RW.09 | Hobbies: Painting | Status : Not Married | Relationships with Ditya : Fiance . "

Ditya saw me carefully .

" Well, it turns out you're engaged me. Nose sharp, oriental face, sturdy body . Yes, you're handsome." Ditya is chuckling .

"Sure. Ditya find it smart girl. " He chuckled then .

Ditya looked around his room . There are many colorful patches on her wall . There are many photos, text , quotes . In addition, there are several display favorite items Ditya , with narration on every item on display . There is also a TV and DVD player along with a dvd collection rack Ditya memories with those close to him , including me . If I 'm with him , I usually help explain all these trinkets to Ditya .

 " This is our engagement ceremony , " I pointed to a picture of our engagement ceremony .

" See , you look beautiful once the bone white dress . "

"At that time , you repeatedly called me to ask whether or not the group had already left . The understandably coordination group where I was at that time there was little resistance . I also complained many times to the father at the time, so why slow entourage . "

That every day . I became acquainted with Ditya and tourist tour guide her memory . Today I am telling you about the thrill of my work , the next day it was like a story never to be heard by him . For him , every day is a new day . For me , every day is a day of opportunity to make him happy or just the opposite .

" I do not want to sleep . ' One morning , when opening a page written personal doctor , said Ditya granted.

I just smiled at him.

" The doctor said , my memory is lost while I slept . I do not want all the memories that I can today be lost . I do not want you every day repeating the same story . About me , you and the family . You will get bored doing it every day . "

I'm not bored . Has not been possible . Ah , I do not know what I feel . Visiting you and start a new day for you . For me this is not a burden but as it's a habit .

" I will not surrender , we will not give up, me and the family.  We believe this is only temporary . You'll be okay, honey . " My eyes were a little glassy as she said it , but I hide it from Ditya soon .

Orange sky

The sky is getting darker orange on the western horizon . I’m looking at my Silver Alba watches, the prize of Dendy . 20 minutes had passed from 5 pm, from I should have been half- way to the house and enjoy face -to-face weary workers in the busway TransJakarta .

Hi orange sky , do not go home for now. I'll come to love . Hopefully not until 5 , I already docked at the pier teak .

I read sms from him once again , to make sure I did not misread the time he was ' anchored ' . Ah , I'm not wrong . Maybe he was stuck in traffic .

15 minutes later , Dendy has not yet come , there has been no news of him . I tried to call him .

You are connected to .... Shiiiiiittttt . ! ! His cell phone died . Items 10 minutes I was waiting for him . Maybe like the old days , he was an impromptu meeting in his office and had not had time to update .

 At 17:59 , the silver car approached the circle logo 4 . 27 -year -old man fell to me.

 " Ditya , I 'm sorry late again keeping promises . The director held an impromptu meeting of directors . "

 I attach a wry face at her , then led her into the car . " Let's go home , Den . I 'm tired . "

                                                                ***

 " Ditya , you still mad at me ? " The fingers of his left hand gently holding the back of my right hand . His voice was low .

 I glanced Dendy , then away into the street . I was tired like this .

"If once or twice , I understand , Den . But it has repeatedly occurred . If you're so busy , you did not need to force yourself to pick me up . I can go by myself , I'm not a spoiled woman who should you pick . " I replied with a high tone .

Dendy Sebastian is his name , the romantic man who succeeded blend me out. After three years of my closed wound , he managed to convince me that there are still men who can be trusted . She is a new horizon for me , after I felt great in my ex-boyfriend's infidelity wounds .

Dendy did not give up . Her eyes pleading me , his right hand holding the steering wheel , the fingers of his left hand still holding the back of my right hand gently .

" Deaaaaarrrrrrr... I'm sorry , I regreeeett.. "

BRUAAAAAKKKKKKKKKK ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Live or Leave It ?

" Human beings are perfect, to enhance imperfect "

" When the time will come and Ditya still remains the same . Are you still going to continue this relationship , Den ? "

Ito , my best friend from childhood . His parents are the little fellow from my father . It is reasonable anxiety Ito . Now is 2 months before the wedding date with Ditya . And he is still no significant progress .

" I love Ditya all my heart . But I am not a hypocrite , I also want a normal life . I do not know , To . I ... " There was a pause retained .

Self-hate , anger that never stops . It always felt every time I remember the accident .

" I have caused Ditya be like this . I should have let him go home alone , or should have permission to leave the meeting so I'm not too late to pick him up , or should be .... "

" Stop .. Already .. Stop blaming yourself . There is nothing you cannot change and it will change . It has been revealed by God , Den . Let it go.. "

I sighed . Trying to do the last word had been spoken Ito . It's been a thousand times I tried it , but even though I 've never felt , sincere .

Maghrib Adzan.. Allah Akbar Allaaaahuakbar ... reverberated loudly , softly penetrate into recesses of my soul . The evening sky is still the same , just as dusk when the accident occurred . An accident which may leave a lifetime of regret for me .

God , what's  your plan next?

The Day

 Ditya

"Yes yes , hold on. Onee Twooo Threee!! "

" Ok , nice . Let's once again ya .. "

I wore a white gown bone . We are on the top , Bogor for pre-wedding photo session . Dendy said , our wedding day soon and now we are preparing everything , including pre wedding photos .

Not just photos, we also made ​​a video documentary about all the processes that take place . Dendy said, it’s to make me easy reviewing every detail of this beautiful memory every morning . I went along , Dendy definitely more than I know myself .

Dendy

Take one .. Bandung , West Java , Indonesia .

Yes this is the time , we're in Brenda , one of the boutiques in Bandung . Here Dendy and Ditya is in the process fitting wedding dress . There, see Ditya expression , glad ya . Ito sound is very clear , the gesture is okay . He has been practicing long before today.

" Anyway , I'll drive you are recording yes , Den ! " One time , Ito volunteered to be part of our wedding . I also said yes . And yes , Ito is really talented .

" Deaaarrrr , nice dress which model ? With or without bolero ? " Ditya half shouted when asked me who is in a corner boutique , closed to within a few yards away . She eagerly .

No doubt a dozen boutiques visitors turned back to him . I just smiled . I bet , enthusiasm Ditya able to make all the single wants to get married soon . Her eyes radiate an incredible happy .

I was standing a little away from him , then approached him and whispered softly " With balero more interesting , dear . "

She found it peaceful . Ditya look very nice . He was very happy . I do ? Yup , so I will of course , extraordinarily happy .

Two weeks prior to this day , I did Istiqarah pray every night. I begged God to be choosing the best path for my mate . Shortly thereafter a steady hatikupun to choose Ditya as my bride , InshaAllah .

Ito

" Den , held it in a moment . Now it’s your turn to record me . Here , hold the Ko yes."

 ACTIOON ! !

 Hi Double Diiii . Dendy and Ditya .

Congratulations , guys ! ! Happy Marriieeed ! !

Wish the best for you two , yes ! May the family be Sakinah , Mawaddah and Warrahmah . Amen .

You are incredible!

Ehm ..

Oh yes, one more thing . You should know , you two have managed to make us single people . Green with envy .

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Two months after our wedding ..

 " Sebastian Dendy Good morning , my beloved husband . " Ditya can call my full name , just after he wakes up .

" See? God is working in mysterious ways .There’s is no impossible if we believe . "